Everytime I sense failures, I get hesitated in every effort I am in and my mind would go crazy looking for a relieve way out from this pressed mind.
Though I hate to admit, I am a very insecure person. I tried to be confident and tell me, it’s not as easy as turning around your palm. In a matter of fact, when I sense a dissagreement or unsatisfied respons from people around me I would go nutz.
I always think the only way for me to get rid off this negativity is by doing and doing and doing. I musn’t stop working, creating, achieving, writing, anything. Otherwise, the ghost will come and it’ll go over me.